Where Mum's Going Today

I wish I was there

Forgetful

So me & GGtGG headed out s'morning. We carried on past the gym and I said "Where are we going?", he replied "To the docs for your injection".

Oh yes, I knew yesterday but had forgotten s'morning

So we are heading to gym after an early lunch has time to be digested some....

And here I am cycling 10km. I have about 1.5 to go...

Edgy

I am feeling a bit edgy and grumpy today.

I have just shouted at GGtGG because he tried to talk me out of refusing to go to Aqua Aerobics. He tried to insist that I did go and it all went downhill rather quickly....

Early Start Mañana

So I have had to set another alarm as we need to be up an hour earlier than usual tomorrow to catch the plane to Belfast for the funeral

Growing

And I have just been out to water the trug for the first time in ages (well 2 days) and it is looking good, loads of big shoots growing. But I couldn't stop and take photos as it is fscking raining.

Which means that I didn't need to water the small new plant in the front garden but trug and greenhouse are waterproof.....

Off Out

And we are going out tonight to a comedy night at The Lyric Theatre in Carmarthen that we bought tickets to a few weeks ago. S'morning I thought we would be way too busy and I wasn't looking forward to it at all. (It was a 50:50 call whether I would go or not). After Sara said "Don't travel 50 m to see me today" I feel the pressure has dropped somewhat and I feel a bit better about going.

I still feel a bit grieving but will try being cheerful

Well that was strange. So we had a total of 5 customers who had paid to see it, 3 of whom were sitting behind me and GGtGG. So I was the holiest of the holy but.......

Sigh

Well after jabbing we popped to gym where I got stuck into pulling/pushing activities. Today I was doing the push upwards exercise machine, the one that a while ago I was only able to do 7 or 8 pushes, today I managed 27 and I was getting my right arm all the way up

Jabbing

And we are on the way to the hospital for my blood test now

Less Busy

Then I got an email s'morning saying "Sara the physio is off today" which makes today slightly less busy

Hospital

So tomorrow morning we need to go have a blood test at the hospital so they can check my testosterone levels and see what kind of injection they will give me on Wednesday

Hooray.....

Summertime

Ah, lovely weather today

Early Busy

So s'morning first of all we went to the walking stick shop and picked up a new walking stick. Which I shan't decorate with loads of rainbow stickers (like my current one) which I have already bought but I will leave it until after Mum's funeral. Then we popped to Morrison's and picked up food for the rest of the week

Goodbye

I have just spoken to my father on the phone and my Mum died at about half past four s'morning.

Dunno what to say, just feel confused etc

And Timmy dropped in tonight and we booked flights to Belfast for Thursday

And Freya has done that Mrs Independant thing and is flying from Manchester to the International Airport to meet up with us there. AND Denyse has known Mum for years and she is gonna meet up with us there too 

Back Normalwurdz

So it is all "back to normal" s'morning 

Tara NI

We are just about to take off from the airport

Back To Wales

Right, so we said goodbye last night so we are off back to Wales today

Dunno

So we are heading over to the hospital to say goodbye to my mum for probably the last time

Well we said goodbye. Emotionally I feel a bit confused now

Cleaning

So when we came back for my wash & nap today they were still making up the bedrooms so we gathered my clean clothes together and headed down towards the swimming pool and went into the changing rooms and got stuck into a shower&changing area. By then they had finished the bedroom so napping was possible

Shopping

So I am going out shopping in a bit with David to buy myself a jacket to wear Mummy's funeral when it comes

Béal Fhirste

So me and David (without any of my staff) went to hospital to see Mum and then we had a drive about the bits of Belfast we used to live in. We came up to the house where Nora said 'Lunch?' so I am gonna have lunch with them and my Dad without my staff