Sneaky Gym

So then when Denyse and Timmy left I said "Right, lunchtime". Roy said "Nip to gym". I said "No, I can't, if we have some lunch then by the time I have digested it will be nap time, then it will be full of kids"

But he was kind of insistent, we nipped, did that normal speed on the bike for 2 mins then go like fu*k for 30 secs then repeat for 20 mins. Lordy, dunno about time etc but I was panting less when I finished

Torn

Lordy I am torn. So Denyse is coming to see me in a bit and I am trying to think of what to say to her. (I suspect there is *no* point with "Will you marry me?") But it's like I am so dissatisfied with many parts of my life but they are parts that were so "off the beat" that I couldn't have even considered it a while ago. As I am SO MUCH BETTER now I shouldn't complain about issues, just be glad that I can even think now.

Well she came, and Timmy came in too and we had a conference. It was OK, we talked about my issues etc.

BUT she still wouldn't marry me

WTF?

And what the flip was this ad that popped up on my iPad last night?