Et...

AND this is making my life feel a bit more in control....

AND...

And today I am not doing much having been at shops on Sat and Sun....

Phew

I am now beginning to get over the ultra visitor who's just been here.......

BF

...Flip.....

(1)

"Hide extensions for known file types"

AND he made me speakers stop cracking by swapping them over, L/R, which means I will leave them on all the time, it's easy, not dangerous, not un-environmentally friendly.....

Blinkin' Flip!!!

And he came back, took me out to explore, had lunch then came back. Then did the same again but with Dinner instead of lunch, had a good time and (proper) reconnected as adult men who are coming out the other side(/p)

And he fixed some stuff, advised me how to do these computer things which are suddenly fixed THAT BIG THING THAT YOU HAD REPRESSED REALLY WELL SINCE IT "BROKE" ON THIS NEW VERSION OF WINDOWS WHICH WAS INSTALLED ON THE NEW PC(1)

And......

BF

Blinkin' flip, he came to visit me today, we went out, came back etc

aWow^2

Hitler - a game (noisy)

Wow^3

Then Toby came to see me. And it was the best visit I have had for 7 years too......

Wow^2

Gosh what a morning!! I woke up, had brekky then went to Priory Day Hospital for my twice a week physio. Which went with them all thinking "Neil will be better soon"

And GOD it was special, they all new I was "Getting better, passing thru a phase" phase and they knew it too

Wow ^1

What a flipping day!!!

Out

Oh, I am going out tonight, and I learned not to eat first 'cos I will eat there

Better

So I found that this morning when walking into the kitchen to make my breakfast that I was walking again, for 4 or 5 steps, without my walking stick on the ground. Obviously it is just an early stage yet but it is MUCH better than they predicted I would be

Well

So I was sitting out at the end of the drive, it was dark, 2 women passed on the other side. I made a comment about their dog and they asked me "Are you OK there" as I s'pose I must have looked like "Some crippled guy sitting in the middle of nowhere"
Bit no I didn't need any help, I brought myself home a few minutes later

Slightly less scared

Next Friday I have to leave the Day Hospital early as I have an appointment with the dentist. Originally I thought "I'd better take my 'chair that day", but on reflection perhaps not...

Scared

I'm going off in 15 minutes without my wheelchair

And it worked. I managed to get in and out of the Taxi on the way there then do "stuff" then get in and out of the ambulance which had a flipping ramp so it was harder - but I managed

And she was getting me to walk with a clearer lift of my right foot and a more definite bang of my right heel. Which felt a bit odd but apparently it looks more realistic when I walk

Freya

Then this evening was worth it when I fed my visiting daughter and generally was just nice

Carol

My case worker came to see me today. And she talked some sense even tho I wasn't able to listen to much etc. She talked about me getting better still and some plans for the future. She also mentioned a Carmarthen society of "get betterers" which I may have to go along to next month and see how it is.

She also talked about me becoming a teacher again which is what I will probably want to do but it feels so scary at present

Walkies with no stick

This morning I walked into the dining room. Moved my 'stick into my right hand in order to do "stuff" with my left. Then I picked up my coffee pot and mug with my left hand, my 'stick was "folded up" in my right as in it wasn't on the ground..... and then I walked from the table into the kitchen, making coffee space, with no stick!!!

AND I was able to do it back later carrying a hot pot of coffee

It broke again

And my alarm bell thingie broke again today. I thought "They said press all 3 buttons" So I pressed all 3 buttons. Still broken. A MOS went and asked the boss and she told him, "Press all 3 buttons for at least 5 seconds" Ahhh, it is all fixed now