Eyes

So I was outside tonight and I thought "Try my eye again", took off my patch, thought "Flip!!!! So as my my eye is usually under an eyepatch or I'm asleep, WTF is it improving? Too much to think about

L8R

So later I felt absolutely knackered because I had gotten up so early but there is no point going to bed early as I will wake up even earlier tomorrow

Botox

The ambulance taxi arrived and took me to the hospital where they were going to inject me. Both Doctors were there, 1 the chap I saw on Tuesday and 2 the chap that I haven't seen for about 3 years. First of all number 2 was really impressed with how much progress I made in that time. They had a conference about my arm and did decide to inject me. So Doctor 1 got 4 syringes ready and injected it into 2 muscles. As of yet it hasn't made much difference but I will wait and see

Actually no, just stretching on the table and possibly it doesn't hurt as much as it used to, as in the tightness is going

ETB, ETR....

Gosh, I got up at 5.30AM this morning but it may be because I am eager to go to hospital.... which I will, in hours

Visitors

Then later this afternoon that Han who I first met yonks ago and her boyfriend MRFS who I have known thru Ixion for some years but never met in the flesh came to visit. Han said "You won't remember last time I came to visit you, you were still in hospital". She also said that the last time she saw me I hadn't relearned how to speak, I could make a couple of noises but not recognizable as speech. They both also said how much better my Ixion posts are recently, I have learned partly how to communicate once more.

Gosh, I feel close to tears just trying to express how it was to see them

And I was speaking to a MOS earlier and I said that "This beautiful woman and her BF were coming to see me later" and yes, I was right, she is

Cripples

And when I got back today there was a message from Lucy saying Jackie asked her to send this, blinking flip, he's a disabled punk

S'morning

So after brekky today I was taken off to the Day Hospital to see the chap who is hoping to inject my arm with Botox tomorrow. We had to talk for ages, he was asking me loadsa questions which he will repeat hopefully in a few weeks to see how different my right arm feels

Well

Well I still got up and was having my breakfast when my alarm clock went off. Up tomorrow too. So I went to the hospital today and we had to talk about all sorts of stuff so he will be able to see if tomorrows injection has worked or not. Then we did some stretching etc, I will see the same chap at another hospital tomorrow

Knackered

Gosh I feel tired but if I go to bed now I will wake up at about 3.00AM tomorrow

Memory

So I remembered another unsuitable rhyme today, which made me think "Aargh" but I mustn't wish I would stop recalling stuff as it is a symptom of me getting better. Even if it is with such sad memories

Orthoptics

And the postman came this morning and delivered an appointment with the "Orthoptics" department at Singleton Hospital next (flippin') year. So I had to Google Orthoptics and apparently it means someone too try to fix my right eye!!!!

Wheeling Again

So today I am "resting" in my wheelchair once more, tomorrow I will leave it here and go, in an ambulance transport vehicle, to Priory Day Hospital on foot

Because of fear I am gonna take my chair with me tomorrow, hopefully I won't sit on it between arriving and leaving but stop me being scared etc

Visitor

And today however briefly that Freya girly chucked me off my PC and....

Forgot

And I was trying to do another webpage with a small link on it and I had completely forgotten how to do it. After about 4 hours of work I finally managed but the site isn't that exciting, just relearning

Sound

And I wanted to record sound for summat, I couldn't figure it out. Until someone said "You have sound on videos" and I also have an MP4 to MP3 converter. Done recorded sound

Shock

I am a bit shocked at how difficult walking is today. So I had about 4 days off and I feel well out of practice.

So I walked everywhere until after I had put my lunch dishes away then I sat in my wheelchair. Perhaps I will do the same tomorrow until I get better

Sleep Is For The Weak

I went to bed last night at 12.02AM then I woke up and got up at 6.05AM

On My Own Two Feet

So today is the first time in about a week that I have left my wheel-chair by my bed, walked into the living room and kitchen....... It feels scarier, as I'm out of practice but I need to carry on with this getting better, even tho at Headway last night they were discussing coping with ongoing problems, but I am trying "to get better"

Now strangeness, first thing when I was walking today my right foot was trying to turn over, like it was when it was worse, but later I assume it's just because it is getting used to being used it is, if I concentrate, being more upright

L8R

And then after such a day I thought "Oh, it's Headway tonight, better phone a Taxi" but before I phoned I asked a MOS is anyone else going, and he said "Yes" so I got a lift, no Taxi fares. And the chap who was talking moved me rather a lot, he was mainly just talking about what can happen to those of us who suffer a BI and our families

What A Day

Flip. Blinking flip. Today was hard work. First of all I had to go to Priory Street Hospital for "stuff" checking my arms etc. He said he will be there at Hill House Hospital and inject the Bo Tox poison into my arm on Friday. He also said that I am not supposed to be there in my wheelchair although it is OK to chair on Friday as it's a new place. He did BTW say that it will be 1% as unpleasant as having my eyes Bo Toxed so that is good news, I hope. But he did make another appointment for me to see him at Priory on Thursday to "prepare" me for the injection on Friday. So on Thursday I will have to walk there. But when I came home I checked my timetable and I was supposed to be seeing the dentist on Thursday too, so I had to phone them and make a different dated appointment. Then I went to (More Reason To Shop at) Morrisons to do my weeks shopping, I did that, phoned a Taxi and they said "Nah, nowt for hours, school run" which is why I usually go shopping on Monday morning
But it's all done, it's over and Freya won't come here tomorrow and find an empty flat as I am shopping