Stuck

So at 11.15AM today I thought "Nah, too hard" and went and got my walking stick (not my chair) from the bedroom

I won't use it much but it helps with my fear

And since I went and got it it has been sitting leaning against the settee, out of reach but it makes my fear more manageable

And I didn't use it again this time but I didn't sit in my wheelchair until 15.30PM