Big Pee

And I noticed tonight, after I had been sat listening to music for ages, that when I eventually went for a pee that it took ages. Obviously summat is improving

Good

And tonight they were excellent, playing a variety of new folks tunes

Docs

Then we went out to the Doctors, he gave me a fortnights supply of Antibiotics and another tube of cream for my feet, which he hjas now added as a repeat script

Then we nipped to Argos and bought a camp bed so if staff have to stay again they don't need to sleep on't floor

Sh*t

Then Denyse told me that Carolyn died s'morning. Dunno what to say....

Tim

Then Tim came in, followed by a knock on the door and it was Sam (my son) and his Girlyfriend Emma. We talked for a bit, he filled me in on some missing elements and agreed to write some notes for me.

Still Good

And I walked into kitchen then the bathroom again s'morning

Ding

Because my sister was rushed into hospital yesterday Ed came down to sleep on my living room floor last night, in case I was struggling

Shit

And Denyse came to tell me that my sister has had a Cerebral Aneurysm and is now unconscious in intensive care in Scotland. My parents are there already, my brothers are following but I couldn't bear it being amongst so many sad relatives etc so I am not going.

Just sh*t, sh*t, sh*t

GP

And we need to go back to t'GP today and try to find out why my left leg is swelling up, and get a repeat 'script for Diprobase

Change of plan, Denyse wants to come over to tell me summat "important" so GP will have to wait 'til tomorrow

Gymming

So today we had to go to t'gym, it was as much fun as it normally is, I did loadsa exercises and could really tell how much better that it is making me

Good Again

And because my bowels were behaving again s'morning I walked to the kitchen, did my washing up, walked back into the living room, poured my coffee still on-foot, walked to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and had a pooh, all with no wheelchair

Pub

Then tonight we went to Burry Port to the Folky Club and it was good, not as empty as last week

Denyse

Then I had an email off Denyse saying that her car is fixed and she want's to catch up on our missed session in Cardiff on Thursday when I am down at Dacey's

Shopping

Then with Ed I went to Morrison's and did loadsa shopping, more than usual because I am teaching Toby how to make curry on Tuesday. But then we had to go to Tesco's and try buying blueberries again, the ones in Morrison's were best before tomorrow

Worse

As I was eating my breakfast s'morning I was thinking "Sh*t, I need a pooh soon" so I rushed to the sink in my wheelchair and then rushed to the bathroom in my 'chair. Oops

Better #2

Aaaah, this morning I walked it all again

Fuel

After our trip along the motorway today we had to take the car for fuel, I was a but apprehensive but there were no silly queues today

Riding

Then we got in the car for f**king ages and headed to Pedal Power in Cardiff where I hired a trike. But just good lord, I am a lot fitter than last time I tried it, 6 weeks or so ago. It was just an excellent cycle round the park, by the river and further around to get back.

Afterwards we went for lunch to the place Denyse took me the first time I was here and it was excellent, if a little large, I left half of it, but it was delicious.

Then we came back, that was most of the day used

That's Better

So before my breakfast today I went for a pooh, ate my breakfast, walked into the kitchen, did my washing up, turned round and from there walked into the bathroom and stood there for the 3 minutes or so it takes to wash my teeth, from there walked back into the living room and sat back down in my wheel(ing) chair

All The Better.....

And tonight I really struggled with myself and twice women said to me "How are you?" and twice, on two occasions, I didn't reply "All the better for seeing you" like I have done for some years. Even Paul noticed and commented on how I was being more "real"