Grumpy

And I have been a bit of a miserable sh*t again today, I am just sick of not being able to...... "run for the bus" or drive and sick of having cream rubbed into my chest and fecking feet every day

I know, I am not supposed to be grumpy as I was so much iller in the past but that doesn't help. I am still a bit...... loads.....

Got It

And my new t-shirt arrived today, I had decided it wasn't too dear in the end

But it was a bit pricey......

Computer Crisis

And I am having a crisis today. My external hard drive which contains most relevant stuff has died. I couldn't have a close look s'morning as we were out walking and since then I have been cooking. After nap I will have another look

No, can't do f. all. I have had to dig out backups etc

Walkies

So we headed to town s'morning and parked on King St and just went for a walk along including stops at 3 charity shops where I didn't find owt to buy

Friday

So after an early lunch we headed to the Drs to get my script. Except I had forgotten to order one of the main items so we will have to go back on Monday or Tuesday and pay for fscking parking again. We had half an hour before gym class so we pooped into the gallery at the end of King St and had a look. This involves a scary staircase but that was no prob. I just climbed.

Then we popped to gym which was much the same as usual, except today we were doing an exercise with both feet taking turns to be backwards and for the second half of the exercise I managed to do it with my right foot staying flat on the floor, my ankle wasn't insisting it lifted 

More Grumpyness

After being grumpy yesterday today I am being p*ssed off with having to wipe my arse (after a poo) with my left hand

It is just wrong/It doesn't work properly/It is too hard

Hooray, It's Friday

So after my early lunch then we have to pop to the Drs to pick up my 'script (As Timmy will be "having a meeting" with GGtGG when he comes in) then there is my weekly class @ gym with Sam

Sigh

Well I said it was too dear t'other day but in the end I bought it anyway.

So they emailed me today to say "It's on the way"

Grumpyness

I am struggling a bit with just feeling sick of being as fscked as I am now. Yes, I was more fscked in the past but I still struggle with being this fscked now. I had an enormous life changing accident which wasn't my fault and did change my life. I used to be a lazy(ish) do nothing chap. That has changed. Because it is a struggle to get out of my bed in the fscking morning. It is a struggle to walk to the loo, to the kitchen etc.

And I need to have someone else rub my cream in every day etc. Et-fscking-cetera

AND I "have to have" someone supervise me cooking and eating....

Gymwards

Well we popped to gym, got a bit confused about what I had said to Timmy but we got there in the end so I sat down and did my 3 and a bit KM rowing exercise. At one point I had to turn my hands upside down as it didn't hurt my right hand like normal rowing does, so apparently it is making other muscles work but I did it.

Finished the distance

Walkies

So s'morning we went to Iechyd Da to pick up the organic veg then to Morrison's to do the rest.

All dun, so now..... gymwards

In't Pub

So we came out, there were some people here but they have gone now, leaving some folk in the other side, eating

Unexpected

And when we were on the way out today we saw the ex-landlady as she was down at the house next door. She commented the last time she saw me I was in a wheelchair and was also much fatter (Slim Jim she called me)

Frozen Food

And because we had run out of "Neil's food" we had to have frozen mini pizza's(1) and oven chips for dinner tonight. It was pleasant but I think it is about 3 weeks since we had anything to eat apart from na'an bread pizza (once a week) or "Neil's food" that I had made an enormous pot of and frozen loads the rest of the week

(1) With extra garlic and cheese

Hoo-fscking-ray

And it is an early lunch today followed by Aqua Aerobics at the fscking pool

Hooray

Well wasn't it...... Well that went OK. For the first time ever I didn't have to hold on to the side for any of the exercises, I did them all on my own two (and one periodically) feet

Getting Light Again

And s'morning my alarm clock went off and I sat up and put my shoes on etc and, for the first time in some months, didn't need to switch the light on to see, it was bright enuf

Different Format

And if I look at the test which tool you are using to look at this webpage on my iPad which I mainly use for watching telly it comes up as a mobile phone device

Feed Me

So I am heating up for dinner the last of "this weeks food" which actually means I will have to take summat out of the freezer tomorrow as I don't get the organic veg 'til Thursday.

It has lasted all week before, dunno if we have had bigger portions or I have lost some or what this week

For Miles

So s'morning RoyGBiv took me to gym and it was a cycle for miles session. (OK, 10km)

Oh what fun we had. About ⅔ of the way thru ATM

Finished. {Pant, pant, pant}

Take 'Em Down

And I have just had to go outside and take down(1) my two "hanging, blowing in the wind" ornaments as it is getting so windy

(1) OK, or ask MM to help, he is tall enuf to reach